When we think of our own inner conflicts, it is interesting that often we feel the pull of the inner conflicts of our designs, but were never sure what it was or why. It is usually a relief to put a name or explanation on that dynamic. It really does benefit us to get familiar with our own conflicts. When we take the time to evaluate and understand our inner conflicts and the unique dynamics of how they work, it helps us become healthier. When we are dealing with them they have a way of making us feel crazy—it is literally like we are at war with ourselves—so if we can properly navigate them we can rise to a higher level of relating to others and also find a greater sense of self.
We’ve talked about what those conflicts look like for dominantly Saturated and Whitened people, let’s talk this week about the Grayed design.
The Grayed Inner Conflicts
The Grayed central focus is summed up in one word: meticulous. The details are so important, and they are the groundwork of any conversation, dynamic, task or interaction of any kind. If the Grayed person can’t get the details they need and the time to process or research those details, it has the potential to freeze them. They could then move straight to avoidance. If they do get the details they need, it moves them forward and provides meaning to whatever it is they are navigating.
Grayed with an Influence of Saturated
When a Grayed person has a strong Saturated secondary design, the inner conflict usually shows up in the thought process or the planning stages. Because both designs are introverted, most of the time this war goes on inside but it carries the fight through the entire day. The Grayed part of the thought process wants all the details and can spin round and round basting in the contingencies, where the Saturated part wants a declaration or conclusion right now. The “war” sounds like, “I want to think this through, but I need to make a decision.” As another example, when it comes to money the Grayed loves saving, but the Saturated loves buying a quality piece. Once the purchase is made the Grayed can’t wait to save again.
Grayed with an Influence of Whitened
When you have a person who is high in Grayed with a strong secondary Whitened design, the war is between the conservative nature of the Grayed and the celebrative nature of the Whitened. In any type of interaction, the Grayed wants to keep it understated and within limits, and will err on the cautious side. The Whitened however, wants to emphasize the spontaneity and anticipate the other’s needs so they will err on side of the “wow factor.” As a result, when faced with a big event they may not know where to land.
Grayed with an Influence of Blackened
When you have a person who is predominantly Grayed with a high Blackened secondary, the rub is in the fact that the Grayed wants to think about it and the Blackened just wants to do it. Often times it has a “start and halt, start and halt” pattern. It can look like malfunctioning because of the start-stop sequence. It’s like the Grayed is saying, “Can we talk about this?”
Whatever the conflict is, if you have a predominant Grayed design, my advice is to engage and stay engaged because you can think about it along the way. If you are engaged, you can always take a moment to think or process or ask a question, or even just listen. The worst thing a Grayed person can do is shut down and avoid. If you can stay engaged, your interactions will be more rewarding and your conversations will have more depth.
Remember, everyone is a masterpiece.
-Brook
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